i didnt knew that i cared so much .

but now , i cared .

i wanted our friendship to come back .

we were once so close , unlike now .

didnt know how to work on it .

we were just trying to piss each other off and were acting in front of each other .

its so hypocritical .

its so saddening to know but ive got nothing to help the situation .

when we walked past each other , we were like strangers .

i feel weird but you dont .

i missed the time we first met each other .

i missed the time we laughed and gossiped .

i missed the time we had our first chalet .

i missed the time when we gathered in class .

i missed the time when we shout over one another .

i missed the time we watched movies together .

i missed the time we had our second chalet .

i missed the time when we put on a performance for the teachers .

i missed the time when we went to dairy farm , obs .

i missed the time when we studied together .

i missed the time we played together .

i missed the time we argued with each other .

i missed the time when we were still close friends .

but everything changed right ?

the gaps were further apart , and nobody did anything .

i was wondering are we going to be like that ?

although we actually wanted to call out on each other ,

but we didnt .

what was the real thing holding us from doing it ?

i dont know what to do .

peeps , dont think overboard .

im just trying to tell what im thinking in my mind .

really hoped we could be like that time .

but it had separated us .

what were we supposed to do ?

i want to bond .

i want more friends .

i want a new bag .

i want the camp to be here quick .

i want to know what he want .