jiamin , get well soon .

but .

whatever ?

sorry now very moody .

that conference ended at 2am with ShiFu Jingrui + kenneth + aaron + (Sheryl and Lilian -- halfway) .

actually i not tired luhhs . appeared offline ;x

sorry , dont angry . >[

but soon also left . . cause left abit peepo nia .

thn . at around 2.02am , im in lalaland :}

next morning woke up at 11.37am . bleah . slacked on bed till 12.17pm ;x

sb lazy luhh . pig hor me .

den . blahblah . forgot what le . :D:D

today :

ss test . awesome . i'll pass it . but wont score .

at school lessoned to 4 almost 4.30 ?

library till 5 + .

TRIGONOMETRY homework . im dead meat .

thn went to amphitheater play . the pond area . i sb-high . ;>

thn went to eat with suying and co.

moment i came home . father k_k_ . ;s

i really bwg , he dont give me encouragements , he only nag me .

he dont know how i . . .

i really don know what to say . want to . . ignore it .

speechless .

ok . im going to give my best shot .

shit me . dont know what im talking about .

the topics and moods jump here and there .

siao zha boh . I HATE HUITING .

except study i dont wann think anything else .

but its so hard for me .

teach me .

how to fly .

how to handle stress .

how to stone my feelings .

how to think for myself .

how to be straight forward .

how to be more selfish .

how to be alone .

how to love huiting . more . a little would be enough .

ignore this to avoid awkward .

im going to act as if nothing happens . so please follow .